An Eventfully Boring 24 Hrs

Currently Playing: Nothing. Coz i'm so sian.

There were 3 possibilities for the day. Attempting to blade, First steps to making music, or mahjong. None materialised.

I was asked of my plans for the day. My reply was to sleep until 1pm, then decide further. I did just that.

I don't remember what I did before lunch. Surf net probably. After lunch and an online book, I went to sleep again.

I woke up and went online again. Not that there were many ppl online to talk to. Flipped thru the newspaper. Ate a bit. Spent 2 hrs cleaning out hamster cages.

By this time the whole family went out for dinner appts except me. How strange. But then again, maybe not anymore.

Didn't feel like going out... and have started hating the food in my immediate neighbourhood. so i fell in with the CNY goodies and bak kwa. Had a bowl of banana nut crunch in front of the computer. And here i am now.

Hahaha... has this blog become so mediocre that such an entry even earns a place here? nay... this is just a reflection of my reality. Well... my only consolation is that there are some ppl who want to be this slack.


We can only guess wat goes on in others' minds... and their lives. I knew something was wrong, so i extended wat i thot was a helping, or at least comforting, hand - and it was slapped away. I offered it coz urs was offered before, and i thot i shd return the generosity, and maybe take another step back towards the close frenship we once had. now i realise y it crumbled. coz u're always so unpredictable, i dun know when i shd approach. so i guess i shdn't.


an unrelated musing.
is it better to suffer the bad with the good?
or nv experiencing neither bad nor good?
shd we protect ourselves from wat we know is harmful?
or embrace it coz we know it brings its joys as well?
is being torn between choices so horrible?
or is being unable to choose worse?

quiet nights are torture on my roaming mind.