Thank u

What do you do with something that killed you? says:
watever i gog to say now wun please u anyway
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
juz keep blogging!
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
yah i know. i dun mean to be mean.
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i hv no clue wat to do.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u are lost and u want attention but u dun want attention
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
yup.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u want to do somthing but u dunnoe what
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u feel alone but u are not
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i want to be alone but i dun want to be
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u want to hurt pple but u dunno hw
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u want to hurt urself but dun want to
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u want to do alot of things but u dun want to
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
no i dun want to hurt myself. others have done enuff
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
hurt as in physically exhaust
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
not tt too.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
well i guess i dunno what i shd be saying to u too
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i love myself to hurt myself physically. besides, i scared pain
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
u have already said the correct things
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
u've showed me u;ve been here, and u understand
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
thank you.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u need time dude
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
time heals
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
so in the meantime, feel watever u need to feel.
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
love hurts, time heals
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
then move on by distraction
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
after awhile it wun hurt as mucgh
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
that works for me
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
so maybe it will for u.
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
it works for me too. i';ve been thru enuff to know
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
then at the end of the day, u will be fine. u know that right
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
thank u. i wish i could hug u rite now
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
yes i know.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
it will always be ok
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
*hugsx*
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
take care dude
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
everything will be back the way it always has.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
dun rush into that. juz be angry and hurt
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
thank u. i shall paste this on my blog so i can read if i need to
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
be angry n hurt>
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
?
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
yea. juz feel wat u need to feel
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
be angry and hurt and watever. juz feel it and react to it.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
send some nasty sms-es, scream at her
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
write a nasty blog entry
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
u can't. if i react, it will be bad
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
write a book
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i can;t
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u are u
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
who cares
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
juz be angry lo
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
let it out
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
but i dun want to hurt her
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
else u could cry too.
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i love her
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u are too nice
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i loved her
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i feel like it but nothing will come out
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
then u are better than me
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
then do what u deemed neccessary and correct
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
it doesn't work that way
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i'm not better than u
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i want to scream but i dun know how
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
scream lo
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
go somewhere
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
or when no one's hme
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i want to scold her bitch but i can't bring myself to
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
i know what u mean
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
bitch bitch bitch
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
she reads ur blog?
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
no
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
scold on the blog then
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
wat's the point when she dun read?
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
so it wun look bad on u
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ahahha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
mayb one day she will read it
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
or refer to her next time
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
like i did with eugene on my odac entries
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
btw, heroes 19 is out
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
damn nice
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ahhaha
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i hope one day she gets hurt n tinks of me, how i'm hurt
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
ok.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
she will
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
dun worry
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
ok
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i will feel wat i need to feel
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i will do wat i need to do
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i will be who i need to be
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
u think its too nasty to tell her "i hope one day she gets hurt n tinks of me"?
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
ha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
whatever u feel like
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
cos its u
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
u need to make urself feel better
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
yah lor. watthefuck. our frenship is in shambles now anyway
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
wat friendship?
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
whether she is really attached a not
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
annul it
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i can't sever it totally
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
coz it is interconnected
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i can only suspend it
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
so i will.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
suspend it
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
and let it be normal again after she serves her time.
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
hjahaha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ahem.. detention
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
haha
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
is it v childish? hahahhaa to send an sms like tt
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
hahha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
hahahha
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
its funnie
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
to me
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
yah lor
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
i also think so
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
dun have that impact
What do you do with something that killed you? says:
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
needs some impact... like "u BITCH!"
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
hahhah
ster~ work is rest in betw trips says:
or just "bitch."

I hope

I hope one day your heart gets broken too.

I hope one day you find the love and care you gave fell into bottomless pits.

I hope one day you feel so alone you hole up in your room and blog.

I hope one day you feel so much hurt from someone else's joy.

I hope one day you feel so lost you don't know wat to do except sleep.

I hope one day you feel so angry you want to throw your handphone into the wall and smash it to bits.

I hope one day you feel so little abt yourself you want to curl up and disappear.

And when you do, i hope you think of me.


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it's not easy
to be
me

There & Back Again

i tried to make it a point to pack light this time round, determined to clear the summit carrying all of my own stuff.

wat i didn't count on was the emotional baggage that came with the trip.

I wish I knew how to quit you.

What's Your Travel Personality?

Your Travel Personality Is: The Adventurer

For you, travel is how you learn about the world. And you like to learn the stuff that's not in guidebooks.You truly have wanderlust. When you're not traveling, you're dreaming about where you'll go next.And your travels are truly legendary - they leave you with stories you'll be telling for the rest of your life!

What's" Your Travel Personality?

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

What's" Your Personality Type?

Been a While

realise hvn't blogged in a while, so better put in an entry to show i'm still alive.

2 possibilities to y i hvn't blogged for so long:

a) i'm finally busy enjoying life and can't be bothered to blog, or
b) my life is total crap and i got nothing to blog.

actually it's
c) i'm so busy doing stuff i dun have the brains to blog.

work is hectic... now i'm taking 2 roles. but the work is still interesting, the boss is good and the colleague is chio. so although hectic i've no complaints. in fact i like being kept on my toes, and tight deadlines... makes things more exciting

just an update on the previous entry - i did take 1 day MC. felt a bit guilty, but the rest was good...

yup... most of waking hours involve work now... with fun colleagues, thankfully. wkends a bit of activity here and there, nothing to shout abt though.

going to kinabalu this tuesday... i think it hasn't sunk in yet, coz i just came back from a traumatising bali trip last mth... i think it'll only sink in when i'm at senai for the flight. did train a bit though... and thanx to agung will be more prepared.

tt's it... sleepy from waking up early everyday, including today and tml, plus the bailey's coffee i had earlier at villa bali w odackies. nice to meet up with them again.