Status Quo

Am i supposed to feel good that things didnt change for the worse? For me anyway. But its not just about me. Its also about how the others are treated, what happens to them. Coz they are the ppl i interact directly with.

Now the only difference is knowing that some things aren't changing. at least for now. next time will be on my terms.

On Leave

I'm on leave last friday and this monday. Of course, that means 2 less days of work -projects/reports get delayed, emails go unanswered and reviews do not continue. So like any sad sack whose never ending job fits his compulsive nature, I save raw data in my thumbdrive to convert into reports while i'm on leave and over the weekend.

But 3 days later, it's still raw. i'm playing tomb raider, i'm playing men of valor, i'm following malaysian general elections, i'm reading the kite runner, i'm reading newspapers, i'm watching the news, i'm watching youtube, i'm playing facebook, i'm surfing blogs, i'm thinking what a beautiful day it is outside - if only i could drag my lazyass out and run.

something's missing.

Two Dogs

Dog B: "...two things have to happen. The mouse has to come into the room, THEN you run after it. No point running around with nothing to catch. If you don't run after it, you won't catch anything."

Dog A: "Right. From now on, I'll run down any mouse that comes into the room."

(pause)

Dog B: "Haven't you been doing that already?"