Ever had an event where everything just turned out wrong? Felt that you could go apply for redundancy? Felt unappreciated for efforts, that amounted to nothing much anyway?
yup... it was that kind of a night.
prologue
it was a while since the 9 of us did something adventurous, so one of us suggested reliving old memories by having another night cycling. despite some insistence there was no need, i thot we shd hv a safety vehicle for the following reasons:
- ok i admit it... i was doubtful my body could handle it reasonably.
- with some of us working already, not used to staying up all nite. we could take turns on the bikes.
- i was afraid of accidents involving us and drunk and/or speeding drivers.
a few incidents got me scared of this kind of thing, but the one that really stands out was alvin's... (for those who dunno) a drunk driver hit him from the back of his bike and he landed on his head. it had almost been two yrs since he passed on... i only spoke to him once, but (unfortunately) he taught me the frailty of life.
so, i turned up a little late with my car at ECP last nite coz i needed to sleep more before staying up. it started pleasantly enuff with me having dinner alone at mac while the rest got their bikes and moved off 1st... small, but a sign of things to come, on hindsight. one of us was supposed to join me in the car, and another was contemplating abt it, so at least i wld hv company. but the first one didn't come coz she was tired; without knowing that, the second decided otherwise - he wld cycle.
so i drove down the unfamiliar expressways and got lost, at one point finding myself at changi airport, and then at changi village. thankfully, i managed to catch up with the cyclists but they had already started on the roads instead of waiting for me to cover the rear... which was wat i thot i was supposed to do. at least i did once i caught up.
being sianzed at the thot of being alone the whole nite, i wasn't in best of moods. so i called to see if there was anyone who was bo liao, free and nice enuff to join me the rest of the nite... thankfully it only took 2 calls. 1st callee didn't mind, satisfying the criteria but didn't know the rest. 2nd callee, CS, who knew the rest, decided to be a wonderful fren and sacrificed her sleep to accompany me. only problem: she stayed in sembawang.
so i left the rest at changi village and picked CS up... meeting them at tampines mall and again they had rode the roads without me guarding. i don't blame them for moving on, i feel guilty at not being there.
after a rest, they moved on and i took some time to take a leak and get back to the car... by then they were far off. i caught up with them at bedok, but they were on the pavement, thus i cldn't and there was no need to slow down. unfortunately the route wasn't firmly agreed upon, so i cldn't find them and only caught up at chai chee... only after the last man had an egg thrown at him by 2 brain damaged turds on a motorbike. if i was there they wldn't hv dared, or i wld hv run over them. but i wasn't.
i followed them til geylang when the traffic was too heavy and i had to move on. so i wasn't there yet again. and when they left geylang they took an off road route soon after... so not only i had a delay going back to the car, i lost them 10secs after i found them. thot indoor stadium was on the route... went there only to realise it wasn't. it being late (5am), i decided to top up petrol and send CS back to sembawang. at the kiosk, petrol came up to quite a bit but CS made up for it... by sleepily trying to enter the wrong car!
so after sembawang, i zoomed to catch the cyclists from esplanade back to ECP. once again for the umpteenth time, i went round in circles trying to find them as they cycled, kept moving. finally found them at mountbatten rd and managed to do wat i was supposed to for a short while before they turned into the park. it being late (or rather early in the morning, 7am) and me being in a lousy mood, i promptly gave them their bags from the car and returned home.
3 comments:
Hey bro, this post is in resposne to two of the latest posts.
Feel really sorry that I got on the bike, I was kinda expecting people to swap, but didn't realise that you ended up alone in the vehicle. Seriously, I was intending to go back to ECP, lock up the bike and join you.
After CS joined you, I thought it was ok because you had some companionship.
Along the way, while you were behind me, it really did make a difference.... it felt as if I didn't need to keep so much to the side because I had this car behind me to block all the vehicles.
I wanted to slow down, but I couldn't think of a way to cycle beside you to chat without putting myself in danger. The driver seat is on the right, if I move to the right, I make the safety vehicle redundant, if I move to the left of the vehicle, then you would have to move and eat into the right lane... which would block the two lane traffic.
As for the rest, I'm not in a position to comment on them, but I think there's no need to also.
Oh Expectations of friends... I think I'm in kinda the same stage too.
I'd really like you to know that though sometimes I don't really express it, I do appreciate what you'd done, for the vehicle, for the suppers, and for everything else in the past too. Ah... I guess I'm quite bad at this. Take care yah... I think we are close enough for you to know what it is I'm saying.
Oh yah... btw, in case you haven't noticed... I wasn't exactly having "fun"...... just so that you don't feel like you missed out on anything.
no need to feel sorry.. although the missing car passenger predicament sparked it off, no one's fault... and ur eye contact w me now and then was enuff to show appreciation... others hardly turned round.
heh... i know u appreciate... that's y i know u appreciate this w/o u saying much too. i also appreciate wat u've done... oh crap this post is getting too mushy. aiyah betw brudders got chemistry lah.
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