things are progressing, but not as well as i hoped. or maybe i want more than what is given. maybe that's y i feeling a little down. coz other ppl still hv it better.
i need to stop and take stock - to see where i'm heading.
just hope i'm rewarded for my efforts.
it shdn't hv to be so difficult.
i guess i'm feeling insecure and worried. and when i feel negative, i take it out on others.
i need to be a better person.
and you make me want to.
I'd like to think that there is some method to my madness, some control in my chaos.
Split, Croatia
always looking somewhere else...
About Me
- Rockie
- Singapore
- A guy stuck in a university course he finds absolutely no interest in. A guy who wants a journal for his thots, to capture snapshots of his mind before he loses it to exams. A guy who loves variability and variety, who always yearns to wander everywhere, to expand his horizons. A guy who can't sit still, who'd rather be kayaking, trekking, diving, sailing, phototaking, travelling. A guy who irritates his frens to no end coz he's unable to sit still. A guy who find joy just standing on the peak of a mountain, overlooking rolling hills, lush jungles, wide open spaces. Or on a boat in the middle of the wide, open ocean. Or interactions with animals, wild or otherwise. A guy who wants to improve on himself, thus needs to record down his thots to find out how he can. Also needs an avenue to vent his negative thots. In short, just a guy, just slightly different from everyone else. >>>> Finally, he is free. and he can't bear to delete this, which is an entry itself.
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