I'll be staying back in sch 1 more semester than the rest of my cohort.
it'll be politically correct to say i wasn't focused on my studies; brutally frank to say i didn't study; analytically observant to say i just wasn't interested in studying engineering. part of the turn-off comes from media: engineers are always potrayed as uncool, boring, technical geeks... and some ppl i meet in this course match their future role to a T. i don't want to be uncool boring and technical. never fails that i ask myself every exam "why am i studying this? will this affect me in any, any way?" that question was the cause of one of the issues in my 1st posting.
anyway, that's that. I'll be staying 1 sem (only, hopefully) with hopefully 5 subjects (if i manage to clear all this sem) and FYP. at 1st i thot wat the heck, no big deal. i'll just hang out with juniors. but i look ard me and realise most of those i'm closest to are leaving! even those who came in earlier for 3 yr courses. now i feel i'm getting left behind. in another 6 mths, they'll be looking for a job or working and earning... i'll still stuck be in here studying. ppl will be moving on.
well.... i'm not particularly upset. disheartened probably. but there's not much i can do is there? LL and clear this ASAP.
note to self: study lah! dun blog so much.... hahah
I'd like to think that there is some method to my madness, some control in my chaos.
Split, Croatia
always looking somewhere else...
About Me
- Rockie
- Singapore
- A guy stuck in a university course he finds absolutely no interest in. A guy who wants a journal for his thots, to capture snapshots of his mind before he loses it to exams. A guy who loves variability and variety, who always yearns to wander everywhere, to expand his horizons. A guy who can't sit still, who'd rather be kayaking, trekking, diving, sailing, phototaking, travelling. A guy who irritates his frens to no end coz he's unable to sit still. A guy who find joy just standing on the peak of a mountain, overlooking rolling hills, lush jungles, wide open spaces. Or on a boat in the middle of the wide, open ocean. Or interactions with animals, wild or otherwise. A guy who wants to improve on himself, thus needs to record down his thots to find out how he can. Also needs an avenue to vent his negative thots. In short, just a guy, just slightly different from everyone else. >>>> Finally, he is free. and he can't bear to delete this, which is an entry itself.
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