Tired.

6 mths ago...
Zow: Been studying hard?
Me: Been hard studying.

quiz today. quiz tml. Fuckingup-Your-Personallife(For-Your-Prof) FYP report due in 2 wks. 6 papers. 2 have some clue, 2 have a few clues, 2 have no clues. tml's quiz is a no clue one.

brain dead. but not letting go. the longer i drag this, the worse its going to get.

i wanna faster get out, and prove that wat matters is not grades, but passion, interest, motivation & a desire to prove myself, to perform.

i'm going to be a success. then one day the U is going to invite me to speak at a convocation, where i'll be the one telling all those mortar boards, "you're all screwed. 1st class? lagi gone case. u'll all end up working for ppl like me, who didn't even hv a convo."

The newspapers will conduct an in-depth interview, where i'll tell them these 4 1/2 yrs were a perfect waste of time: expensive, unstimulating, rigourous without purpose. and how short-sighted those in power were back then... to slot everyone into pigeon holes using their arbitrary classifications. Quote from the interview: "Things are better... now that I'M in charge."

these 7 years are coming to an end. i only hope that the light, at the end of the tunnel, does not turn out to be an oncoming train.