Eating the Wrong Things

Lost this entry on tuesday when the f-ed ntu server hanged. will try again here at home, so if still hang it's blogger's fault once again. anyway forgive the quality, i'm tired.

so... rem the lump on my foot last wk? no pain anymore and i forgot abt it but on mon was one of the rare times i looked at my foot and watthefark the lump is still there!! 1 week liao... amazing. began feeling it again, it still felt hard and bony... and got really scared it was really a dislocated foot bone... spent the nite comparing various aspects of both feet sizes to try to figure out where the hell the bone popped out from...

at least it made a convenient excuse to skip my running session for the week.

so tues morning i went to see sch doc. but before that, breakfast at cant b.

hard choice. muslim food tried to cheat me before... chicken rice wasn't open... chinese food didn't hv much food yet... so settled on the unimaginable - vegetarian food. it was still ok at 1st. 1st bite that is. subsequently LDMR quickly set in and it started to taste exactly like wat it was - flavoured flour. i finished the beehoon but left half the "meat"... else i wld've puked. and my insides still felt strangely empty... need meat. needed a char siu pao. got one. now that's breakfast.

(veggie, dun get offended ah...) mum and i always wondered... y vegetarians wanna eat "meat"? if by choice, they want to not eat meat, so y fool urself by eating "meat"? and by eating "meat", aren't they defeating the purpose? coz they DO seem to want to eat meat, but have to settle for substitutes. if u're a vegetarian, then just eat vege that looks like wat it is lah... y wanna bluff urself? i need meat but u dun see me eating veges made out of meat do u?? hahahha (ok i swear this came out better the 1st time i wrote it... but that's the thing abt creativity... only once)

anyway. went to see doc. he fiddled with the lump, and asked, "how far did u run to get this?"

"7 klick."

"then before this, how far did u run? any sudden increase?"

"no.. before this was 6 klick."

"for how long?"

"err... abt... 30+mins." (a lie)

"no no... i mean how long have u been running 6 klick?"

"oh.. err... abt 1 mth." (another lie. unless u count 2 times so far, once every 2 weeks)

he told me nothing to worry abt; it wasn't a dislocation, just overstrain and joint inflammation. i shd stay off running until it went down.

"i'll give u some steroids for that."

"steroids?!?!?! will they...??"

"no no... these are very mild ones... just to bring down the inflammation."

"so they won't...??"

"no.. don't worry...."

yup... so now i'm on steroids! so the next few days if u see me getting beefier, tell me that they work!!! YEAH!!! can feel my muscles getting bigger by the minute!!! GGRRRR!!!! *flexes rapidly expanding muscles controlled by rapidly shrinking brain* hahahahha

note to self:
- save drafts when possible
- take my steroids regularly
- write more gooder entres on kybord... kyebaod... keybraod... AARRRGGGHHH!!!! HULK SMASH!!!!