Going Home

Went back to old home to deliver mooncakes to old neighbour on behalf of mum...

As i walked past the same old shops, thru the familiar hdb blocks and down the pathways... it felt so weird. strange yet still the same. some things had changed... new shop keepers, new plants along the paths... i even got a bit confused for a while... but i still knew where was what.

ever get that feeling? like u're in a dream. u know wat's going on but somehow it doesn't feel quite right. u're a little confused, but u're on familiar ground.

after handed the mooncakes to neighbour's daughter, stood a lingering while outside my former, closed, door. it still looked the same, except for a huge hideous CNY decoration still on it. and one of the locks was changed. i know inside must look really different now... curious to see how it is now but of coz i can't.

weird thing is... last nite i was visualising the old house... dunno y also. where which furniture was, the layout etc. didn't expect to go over so soon.

kind of miss the place... then i realised my new place got better food... ulu yet accessible... not far from the city... more facilities... hhahhaah ok lah, more comfortable. but still miss the place though. :-P